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I DON'T THINK I AM GOOD AT THIS BUT WHEN I READ THIS TITLE ,IT JUST HIT ME THIS IS ME,I HAVE BEEN A SINGLE MOTHER FROM A VERY YOUNG AGEMBY THE AGE OF 21 I HAD 4 CHILDREN THEY ARE OLDER NOW STARTING FROM 23 TO 12,DURING THESE STAGES OF MY LIFE IT HAS BEEN CRAZY I HAVE HAD MY ISSUES,OVER ALL I HAVE PRETTY GOOD KIDS I HAVE ONE SON WHO HAS BEEN THE TOUGH ONE HE ALSO WENT THOUGH SOME VERY DIFFICULT TIMES WE ARE JUST STARTING TO FIGURE THINGS OUT,IN THE END BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN MOM AND POP IT ALL FALLS ON ME I BEEN FEELING SO ANGRY,ABOUT IT ITS LIKE WHY? WHY DOES IT ALWAYS HAVE TO BE ME THEY THINK I AM SUPER WOMEN I AM NOT I AM NOT PERFECT,I WONDER IS IT SELFISH OF ME TO WANT TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH SOMEONE WHO CAN BE SUPPORTIVE IN EVERY WAY I HAVE STRUGGLED MY WHOLE LIFE I'M STARTING TO FEEL SOO TIRED I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANY MORE I HAVENT FELT HAPPY IN A LONG TIME I HATE COMPLAINING BECAUSE I KNOW THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE THAT HAVE IT WORSE  FOR ONCE I WOULD LIKE NOT TO WORRY ABOUT RENT OR HOW I AM GOIN TO PAY MY BILLS,EVEN EAT HOW EMBARRESING I USED TO CONSIDER MYSELF A STRONG WOMAN ,NOT ANYMORE,ALOT OF PEOPLE I KNOW BECAUSE I HAVE NO TRUE FRIENDS JUST A HANDFUL WHICH I DON'T SEE BECAUSE I JUST FEEL LIKE I DON'T HAVE TIME TO DEAL WITH THE TWOFACSES,BUT THE FEW FRIENDS I HAVE JUST SAY YOU KNOW YOU'RE SO PRETTY BLAH,BLAH,BLAH WHAT DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH ANYTHING AND THIS GUY THAT I CALL MY BOYFRIEND IT'S BEEN 9 YEARS AND ITS ANOTHER COMPLICATED STORY ,BUT HE ISNT MY SIGNIFICANT OTHER BECAUSE IF HE WERE I WOULDNT FEEL LIKE THIS RIGHT ALONE.WELL I AM DONE BITCHIN SORRY I WONDER AM I ALONE REALLY ?
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                    

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36-40, F
Aug 10, 2010