Somedays

Somedays I just want to be weak. The temptation to just fall to pieces is almost overwhelming and knowing that I can't, that it's not an option, is enough to push a guy over the edge. Just once I want to know what it feels like to collapse and be weak. I want to lock myself in a room with no windows or doors so I can just scream for hours and bury my fist into something that'll fracture beneath it.

But I can't, I'm not allowed.

godsmack666 godsmack666
18-21, M
1 Response Feb 18, 2009

Thanks. I can't really help it. It's just how I deal with these things I suppose. I wish it was different, but it's not.