I Say I Do - But It's Only...

I say I do - but it's only instantaneous.  I used to ideate suicide but I don't anymore.  I know now it is a very selfish thing to do to family and friends.  My niece blew her brains out when she was only 42 in front of her husband.  It was a horrible thing.  She had a 16 year old son who was very much affected by this.  All of us were affected.
moxiesurvivor moxiesurvivor
66-70, F
May 17, 2007