It Made Me Feel Better.
my bf is quite blunt and he will say I'm kind of fat. I hate my weight and it hurts my feelings a lot. Im very emotional. And I hate that so when I get really upset I used to bang my head into the wall because all I could focus on after that was the knot on my head. But I ****** up a wall or two. I just learned about cutting and decided to try but I am afraid people will see me cuts so I scratch my arms really hardd with a sharpend pen cap or anything else Ican find that wont cut me without too much force. It hurts enough to make the pain go away so I hope it continues to work.