Trying To Destroy My Kidneys

I'm trying to get some form of kidney damage.

I've quit drinking water, all I drink is soda and Kool-aid (which has a lot of water in it... I'll probably cut that out). I would love for the phosphoric acid to eat away at anything inside me. I really want to feel the sharp internal pain. It seems appropriate. It's only been about 48 hours since I've drank any water and it's been very hot out, so I could use some hydration. I can already feel a dull pain in my kidneys, but that could be my imagination.
I could not care any less about preserving my kidneys, I hope they both shut down.
itsjustme1001 itsjustme1001
22-25, F
2 Responses Apr 10, 2012

Can't believe that last comment. >_> ugh...<br />
I have done some stuff like this to well actually I'm doing it now but I don't wanna say what. lol. It just sucks to feel this way. =/ Not much of a comment this, but just saying you're not alone in this experience.

I can't imagine what can make you feel that way, but let me tell you that you won't feel or see any damage in your kidneys any time soon, can I ask you why?