Like Right Now. . .

I feel the need to scream now.  I feel like I'm closed in.  I'm worried for others, worried about myself.  I'm starting to regain anger I thought I had gotten over.  I'm mad at "her" for it, I'm mad at me for it.  

I'm worried about the future.  I don't think I can do it.  I don't think I'm strong enough to succeed.  I just want to scream and cry.  I want life to be simple again.  

I'm sure I'll get over it by morning though.  I'm just having a freak out moment.  It'll be gone before anyone even notices.

SerenaDragonfly SerenaDragonfly
22-25, F
Mar 3, 2009