I Sometimes Live In My Own Little World
This happens all the time, when I'm walking home from school or in class or taking a bath or whatever, I seem to always drift off into another world. My own perfect little world. It's like I'm living in two worlds at one time.
Ever since I was a little girl, I've always been living in a world of my own. I always lived in a magical kingdom (typical little girls world) where there were animals and human beings were best friends. I went by a different name, Katy. I had long blonde hair, ocean colored eyes and I would always carry around a wand with me. In this world, I was a princess. Everything was perfect, just like I've dreamed. I would take walks along the streets in the afternoons and whenever I spot someone who needed help, I would wave my wand and cast a spell. I lived in a typical little girl's fantasy kingdom.
Then when I grew older and started elementary school, my imaginary world changed (abruptly) . I was suddenly a superhero. This time, I went by another name, Cassidy (sometimes Cassy) I had five other friends, Rose, Kiara, Tara, Mina and Lindsay. Together we were a group of 'magical girls' who controlled different elements (Water, fire, earth, air and lightning [kinda like the W.I.T.C.H girls]) and fought villains and saved the day (how cheesy...) we called ourselves, The Diamond Girls. Everyday we would fight different villains, from alien-like creatures to god-like figures to who knows what other monstrosity I thought up.
As I grew older (I was now in middle school) my imaginary world became darker and more violent. In this 'new world' I went by a name called Wolf. I had black hair this time and had electric blue highlights in my hair and had chocolate brown eyes. What really shocked me, was that I had lost my innocence. I wasn't a kind-hearted princess or a humble heroine anymore, I was an art thief. I had a small group of friends who were also art thieves, Mia, Cassidy [the previous 'me'] Britney, Marcus and Keith (I started imagining my friends in my world and even given them a new name). I was their leader, we stole art pieces from museums which had gotten them illegally off the black market and etc. and returned them to their rightful owners (kinda like robinhood) In the day I would work as an interior designer and by nightfall I was an art thief. But this world didn't last for long.
This time, I was Japanese. I had the same eye colour, short hair and violet highlights and I had a tattoo on my back, I went by the name Ayumi. I was no longer and art thief, I was the daughter of an infamous yakuza. I had two siblings, an adopted brother, Saito and an elder sister, Ayako. My brother was a College student and also next in line as the head of the yakuza family. My sister and I on the other hand were high school students disguised as boys (even though she was a year older than me, we often get mistaken as twins as we look kinda like a mirror images from afar) we attended a private academy where only the children of the rich and important were allowed to attend school here. We worked secretly as assassins for our father and the yakuza. I had became a cold-blooded killer. The world slowly begun to change by itself and it's characther's plots had changed with it as well. Like skipping chapters in a book, in an instant I was a grown up. My name was changed to Enne Scarlett. I was someone who had no past and no family, at least that was what the people around me thought, in truth, I had denied my past as an assassin for the yakuza and started life anew in and Italian country. I was a government official, a cop, but a corrupted one. Suddenly I had magical powers and so did everyone else. I was not human anymore, I was of another race called the lynnux. I could bend and crush metal like it was no big deal, I could snap my fingers and create electricity, And with a wave of a hand I could make White fire. I could also fly.
'What the hell' I tell myself. sometimes I think Im going insane. I get scared of myself. I was a princess, then a heroine, then and Art thief, then an assassin working for the yakuza and now, a corrupt cop. Really, WHAT THE HELL.
Ever since I was a little girl, I've always been living in a world of my own. I always lived in a magical kingdom (typical little girls world) where there were animals and human beings were best friends. I went by a different name, Katy. I had long blonde hair, ocean colored eyes and I would always carry around a wand with me. In this world, I was a princess. Everything was perfect, just like I've dreamed. I would take walks along the streets in the afternoons and whenever I spot someone who needed help, I would wave my wand and cast a spell. I lived in a typical little girl's fantasy kingdom.
Then when I grew older and started elementary school, my imaginary world changed (abruptly) . I was suddenly a superhero. This time, I went by another name, Cassidy (sometimes Cassy) I had five other friends, Rose, Kiara, Tara, Mina and Lindsay. Together we were a group of 'magical girls' who controlled different elements (Water, fire, earth, air and lightning [kinda like the W.I.T.C.H girls]) and fought villains and saved the day (how cheesy...) we called ourselves, The Diamond Girls. Everyday we would fight different villains, from alien-like creatures to god-like figures to who knows what other monstrosity I thought up.
As I grew older (I was now in middle school) my imaginary world became darker and more violent. In this 'new world' I went by a name called Wolf. I had black hair this time and had electric blue highlights in my hair and had chocolate brown eyes. What really shocked me, was that I had lost my innocence. I wasn't a kind-hearted princess or a humble heroine anymore, I was an art thief. I had a small group of friends who were also art thieves, Mia, Cassidy [the previous 'me'] Britney, Marcus and Keith (I started imagining my friends in my world and even given them a new name). I was their leader, we stole art pieces from museums which had gotten them illegally off the black market and etc. and returned them to their rightful owners (kinda like robinhood) In the day I would work as an interior designer and by nightfall I was an art thief. But this world didn't last for long.
This time, I was Japanese. I had the same eye colour, short hair and violet highlights and I had a tattoo on my back, I went by the name Ayumi. I was no longer and art thief, I was the daughter of an infamous yakuza. I had two siblings, an adopted brother, Saito and an elder sister, Ayako. My brother was a College student and also next in line as the head of the yakuza family. My sister and I on the other hand were high school students disguised as boys (even though she was a year older than me, we often get mistaken as twins as we look kinda like a mirror images from afar) we attended a private academy where only the children of the rich and important were allowed to attend school here. We worked secretly as assassins for our father and the yakuza. I had became a cold-blooded killer. The world slowly begun to change by itself and it's characther's plots had changed with it as well. Like skipping chapters in a book, in an instant I was a grown up. My name was changed to Enne Scarlett. I was someone who had no past and no family, at least that was what the people around me thought, in truth, I had denied my past as an assassin for the yakuza and started life anew in and Italian country. I was a government official, a cop, but a corrupted one. Suddenly I had magical powers and so did everyone else. I was not human anymore, I was of another race called the lynnux. I could bend and crush metal like it was no big deal, I could snap my fingers and create electricity, And with a wave of a hand I could make White fire. I could also fly.
'What the hell' I tell myself. sometimes I think Im going insane. I get scared of myself. I was a princess, then a heroine, then and Art thief, then an assassin working for the yakuza and now, a corrupt cop. Really, WHAT THE HELL.