I Hope That It Will Be Enough

Although many of my family members have been passing away slowly over the years..it never really hit me so hard until my mom died this past May.

I now think about it often..more than I care to!But I don't let it overwhelm me.

It's been like WOW..your the next generation and I'll wonder if when it's time..I'll have done enough.

I think that I have but I know that I have so much more to see and do.

I know that I have in my past..lived through hell and back more than once but I don't regret it for I have learned so much through it all.I know that it made me a stronger and better person.I learned to know myself,who I am and what I want in life.I've learned patience and gratitude and I've learned the true meaning of caring and sharing.I now know what's important and what's not and I know that nothing or nobody makes me who I am except me.I also know now that I have choices and I am no longer a victim.That in itself is a wonderful freedom.


My life has been wonderful about the last ten years or so and I have a husband who loves me very much as I love him.I couldn't ask for anyone better.

I have done more things and seen more than many people have in a lifetime and I have enjoyed every minute of my travels.It's like going exploring and finding so many treasures.


I have raised my two children and I am proud of who they are and who they have turned out to be.They have been the joys of my life.


I have helped people as people has helped me and I hope to help many others.To me..that's one of the greatest gifts of all.


I hope that I have many years left here to learn more..to see and do more..to help more and to grow more.

Although I'm not ready and I'm not done..if it were to be my time..I don't think that I would have any regrets and I know that I have so far lived a very fulfilling and meaningful life.
ayankee ayankee
46-50, F
4 Responses Feb 19, 2010

Lol..yep..so right you are!<br />
Thanks for commenting!

Live your life to the fullest. No regrets, just more forward......<br />
When its your time, its your time. Until then Viva la ayankee .....lol

Aw..thank you so much for your kind words.<br />
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Trust me..I will live it up like no other..lol!<br />
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Thanks for commenting!

Im so glad you are happy with life :). From the attitude you have I think you have alot of time to succeed just keep your chin up and live it up like no other :)