Confusion.

I have been through a lot in my life. A very lot for how young I am. And rather than learn from it I feel stuck in the past. Like I am damaged. Choices I made in the past caused anxiety and I am still fighting to over come it. It has been years now that I have been battling this and I am so tired. I have now been fighting depression on and off. I will have a good day or two and then next thing I know I am a reck. It is like a roller coaster. I very rarely let anyone know how I feel because no one understands and I don't want to bother anyone with all my problems. I am so fed up I wish I could just get on a medication and never feel anxious or depressed again. The days I feel good are great but also leave me feeling confused as to why I can't feel great everyday.
Loveartalways Loveartalways
18-21, F
1 Response Sep 19, 2012

LOOK!!! WE all go through things in life....you don't even want to know what I've been through in life....not going go there...But, the struggle is within you...Yes,you!!! We only LIVE once....just once..we have to be on guard with ourselves we (I) am my worst enemy. Struggles come within DEEP...I mean deep...THE soul fights with the flesh...train the soul to be STILL....calm...surround yourself with positive energy...its good food for the soul.....LIFE is the most valuable possession you hold....a gift given from.....THE UP MOST....scars fom the battle are there...man, their beauty marks.....and, SCREAM!!!!! I'm still.....still STANDING!!!!!!!!