My Self Harm

i Self harm because i think im not Worth it it relives my pain.....
i lost my child few months ago to cot death that threw of of the edge i started cutting overdoseing Got to point i was in hospital.i talked to a doctor that dint help much it made me Worse i Cry sometimes Wondering why was i Born my mother never did want me how come im here?i never did fear Death im kinda a Dark person.but what can i do? my minds thinking im fuked up as it is :( i can't take much pain
alucardx alucardx
18-21, M
1 Response Aug 27, 2010

Well you know what I think??? Well too bad becasue I'm going to tell you anyways! :P<br />
I think that you are absolutely worth it in every sense of the word! I know absolutely nothing about you, but I can tell that you are absolutely worth it. You're still here if nothing less than to tell your story, share your experiences with the crap hand you've been delt. You're still here...still continuing on, and that's something to be proud of. Even if you don't see it now, it's incredible that you are :)