Sometimes I Cant Control It

I feel as if something is always beside me. That the anger it feels is in me. Im a generally cool guy. Play sports wrestle football rugby play instruments work. But in the middle of the night I wake up from dreams where I feel like an animal. I am native born. But I don't feel that should do anything but effect my own personal beliefs but sometimes when I dont eat meat I cough blood, get almost aiezures and end up with a bloody nose.when I come to im off somewhere that I dont know how I got there. My girlfriend woke me up one time and I felt like I was on fire and the hair on my arms was just falling off. Im not crazy I know the stories of two wolves inside as figerative but I am living this and its not okay. I find myself with almost two people in one bodyy
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Nov 28, 2012