Sometimes I Think I'm Crazy...

because I act wierd

Or I say what's on my mind and others think I'm crazy

Or I become a totally different person for an inexplicable reason (eg. acting really hyper and er...crazy) and others think I'm crazy

But really, I'm just being myself.

musicspirit musicspirit
18-21, F
5 Responses Feb 15, 2009

I totally get this. I used to do the same exact thing at your age. I sometimes want to do it even now but I resist. I would sometimes just get super hyper and act out of control wild - especially when I was around my boyfriend. I would just act crazy - it was like some sort of release. I wasn't crazy of course - I just needed to release it. Thank you for posting. I have often wondered about this and if anyone could understand.

Random song and laughter is just like me too. However, I haven't been told I am displaying early symptoms of D.I.D or schizophrenia. Who told you that you are? I do think that I have mood swings though. I can feel very, very good and giggly, which is when I am hyper and find everything funny. When it's not so positive, I mostly keep myself in check and let it all out when I'm alone. <br />
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Yeah...it's life :)

I feel like I had lost myself for many years but now I'm slowly finding the person that I am today. It's true.

Yes, worrying about what others may think does drive you crazy. Being yourself is probably one of the most important things in life. If you don't, there is the risk of losing yourself. I know this too well.

I think it's pure craziness to never say what's on your mind and always worry about what others might think of you if you do it.<br><br />
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Haha, your way of giving examples isn't very convincing. But you're being yourself, that's always important.