I have always wanted to give up everything that life had thrown at me bad or good. And just quit my life and this world for good.
I have hurt myself in the past and still have those urges at times. Right now they are stronger than ever because of all the pain and events happening that life has thrown at me.
I just feel alot of the times that people wouldn't miss me if I did do something to end my life. That no one would come to my funeral. That no one would care that I am gone.