To give up, it's always easer. I never get what I want in life and right now, getting hit by a car would be a godsend. With everything that is going on in my life right now, I do just want to give up. Curl up in a ball in bed and never wake back up. But I can't just give up, not because I don't want to, but beause life won't let me. As I said, I can never get what I want, no matter how good or bad it is. I wish I could just give up on everything.