Instead since i can't ill normally go to my room and blast music, or on the computer and do the same. Sometimes I'll write poetry, sometimes not. Not that any of that is really any dif. from normal. But I remember, back when i was younger and we lived in my moms bf's house, instead of going outside with my brother and his kids, i'd go upstairs into their room and blare Metallica. I'd turn off the lights and close the curtains and that'd help me calm down. They probably thought i was crazy, my mom probably still does when i do that. And who's to say im not?
britze321 britze321
18-21, F
May 13, 2012