sometime while staring at the ceiling i wonder, why i have to or for that matter anybody has to go through the torture, of waking up and starting the day..... ???
why to go through the struggle of making me both end meet and then always falling short of your own expectations, always missing out the mark and then wondering why were you struggling..............!!!!!!! feeling the pain of broken words, broken dreams...........and finding no courage and energy to move forward........the seamless flow of pain gripping your waking moments and the scary future killing your sleep.......!!!!!  i feel exhausted.......and if sleep kiss my eyelids i would really like to sleep and that also for forever.......!!! 
snuffal snuffal
26-30, F
2 Responses Apr 2, 2012

I know this feeling well. I don't know why, and I wish it were not so...for you, for me, for anyone...but this is the way it is for some. I don't know the answer, but I am working on it. If I find the answer to inner peace, I will share it with you. I know it has something to do with love, expectations, and disappointments. Love and huggggssssss

you know it is just a grumbling of the soul which is never at peace with anything.........

Well, I guess everyone feels the same somehow sometimes in their lives. But why view it as torture? Human life is a blessing, a journey, an experience to enjoy. But of course, the joy is subjected to your perspective as well as, to a certain extent, how your life is unfolding for you.

All life is a blessing, but people, generally, do not "view" their life a torture, they "feel" their life is torture.