Death Wish Prayer
I am 52 years old and all I want from life....is death. My life actually ended in May, 1980, when I lost a high paying blue collar job and with it, the good life. My life has been mediorcre ever since due to major health problems and financial loss. Things have degenerated to the point that now I must live in a nursing home as a ward of the State. I fought the fight of my life to turn things around and not end up in this awful facility, but I lost. I have no family, no friends, nobody. I am totally alone in the world without a single reason for living. I am just an enormous expense to the taxpayers being kept alive in this place which I absolutely hate, loathe and despise. This post will no doubt bring some highly critical and negative responses. Thats fine because everyone is entitled to their opinion. However, before anyone passes judgement upon me, I hope they will put themselves in my shoes for a moment and try to see life through my eyes. Not everyone gets to have a happy, healthy high quality life. Those that do, should truly count their blessings and not be so harsh in their judgement of people who hate life and want to die. Death: The Great Equalizer.