Doret Still Stands, Terod Did FallDoret is me backwards. Ive barely lived life and im already sick of whatever its suppose to be and humanity in itself. For so long i use to care, i use to feel like it was necessary to do as im told, and i myself became a piece of electronic equipment to be used for others. Being a doll only last so long until the robot realizes he doesn't have a heart or his own thoughts ;but oh did the world shoot me down quick, the moment i had thoughts and emotions of my own, and so i fell and continued falling and once i hit rock bottom i then began to sink into the **** called reality which i realized wasn't made for me. I asked myself questions "why am i here?", "why was i born?","what is my purpose?", "do others have purposes?", and i found that after asking so many others none of them had an answer so there is honestly no answer.
Seeing as there was no answer to save me i drowned, yes, i sunk in and drowned in my own frowning face which didn't even have anymore tears to shed. I created something that could survive, something that didn't need an answer, something that didn't care for explanations so petty, and it was completely horribly perfect and unexcepted by people that it fit right into society. I have a constant yerning for death yet i could never pull the trigger, i only hope someone else will, and until then i will be and stay the complete menace to the world i am, i will spread lust, share my horrible thoughts, and express myself in anyway possible until i am given the peace i so rightfully deserve. I am 18, today is just another day, and tomorrow will be repetition. ~ Doret