Hi guys. im happy to discover this site. this is my first post.

I always wish for death to come for everything to be finished. Im 18 and depressed for as long as I can remember. I have friends who think depression is just a joke. Right now I just feel alone in this world. I dont see any reason to continue with life. everyday, I sleep thinking "everything will be over tomorrow" only to wake up the next day dissappointed. Sigh* I wish I can just end my life painlessly and without leaving loose strings...
KianZzy KianZzy
22-25, M
2 Responses Aug 28, 2014

It is exactly the same for me.Don't you feel like there is hunger sometimes for life though that makes you keep going only to find out that you do not know how to satisfy it?It is a chemical imbalance,they sa,maybe both you and me should try the meds ;)

I think one day you will regret your words :) maybe the time when you find your love ;)