Hidden In Fear And Shame

I want to walk around hiding my ugly face in a hood.  Wear a baggy sweatshirt.  Be closed up and let nobody in.  The others ruined it for them.  Talk about taking advantage of the information I gave them!  I do not have a spark to wake up and go out there anymore.  Now I feel that everyone is out there to get me.  They are just out there to judge me.  I don't know what to think, honestly.

18-21, F
Feb 26, 2010