Just Hop On A Bus And LeaveThere have been days where I wish I could just take off. My life doesn't suck, it just has its moments.
I sometimes think that everything would be easier if one morning I just pack my bags, buy a bus ticket to a different province and take off without a word to anyone. I would be able to make it through a few months with my savings and credit card but at some point responsibilities would come crashing back down again. I'd be working a dead-end job, unhappy and alone.
I always remind myself of some of the better things I would have to leave behind, my fiancé, our cat, my family, my education.... I would be lost without some of those things, I would be throwing everything away.
I would probably only ever actually get on that bus if I lost my fiancé, I would want to be alone somewhere were no one knew me, I wouldn't want to be tied back to the place I was trying to be away from.