Such A Nice Fantasy

On my drive to the job I now hate I think about just driving past and not stopping. Wondering how long before anyone notices I am gone. My kids would wait a day or two - they don't talk to me unless they want something. I spend so much time in meetings it would be days before anyone at the office missed me...maybe weeks.

Find a new place to blend in. Start fresh. No ties to anyone.

I spend night after night after night alone now. Might as well be in a new place and start over.
sassyg1rl sassyg1rl
46-50, F
1 Response Nov 29, 2012

I dream of passing by work as well. Starting over somewhere new without my husband and son. If I could afford it I might do it one day but for now the guilt of being a mom who would leave her kid keeps me driving on the path right into work.