I’m just tired of living! I’m not sad, nor do I have a disease. I’m just tired of expecting things to work properly, i.e. my wire3less router stopped working so I went out and bought a new one, but it will not install and I have called tech support only to be disconnected 3 times. My supplement insurance is so slow to pay that I’m getting late notices from my medical supply company. My house, to me seems to be getting bombarded with clutter, even though I constantly through things out or donate them to Goodwill. I have to take more college classes to keep my job. I know at least I have a job, which many people today are struggling with finding employment. Dear people I know are struggling with divorce, legal and serious health issues. I have a wonderful wife and children and grandchildren. If I could just disappear without making a mess for those who love me I would.