i just hate the idea of never having another first kiss. or going on that fist date. sometimes when my husband is at work other men do come up to me and flirt, or sometimes (mainly the younger guys) just say some type of flattering, yet indecent comment. and going out just doesnt seem as much fun as it used to be. when i was single i could dance or even go home with any guy who asked me. it just seems so boring now. but i do love my husband and i would never cheat on him. i guess the what if's will always just be lingering in the back of my head.
on a positive note, i dont miss all the horrible sex i had when i was single. all those drunken one nighters. men just concerned with getting themselves off and not you. i have to honestly say, sex with my husband is spectacular, and i sure as hell wouldnt give that up jsut to experience a first kiss again with someone who may not matter anyway.