When I Feel
When I feel that no one can truly understand me or when I have tried reaching out and found nothing to grab onto, I will retreat into myself. Even if someone is there to help, sometimes I will pull away, because I can't or don't want to deal with my circumstances at the time. I don't know what to do about it. So I withdraw. I feel that happening tonight. There is nothing I can do about something, but I am certain it is not going to have an adverse affect on me either. Still I feel threatened and it is causing me to feel defenseless. There is nothing I can do about it. So why worry about it? I don't know. I just do.