All My Life.Been alone most of my life, even if not physically alone I was always mentally alone,
My parents did things to me at home and denied them even as they just happened, and I was subjected to horrors that were so bad,
I only remember fragments of them, and I had to keep the secrets, and I always got in trouble in school for my inattention and "strange ways of always wanting to be alone" ..
so years later its the same story, I would rather be alone...
I sit at home and write obsessively in my journal, and talk to myself, and the people in my head.
Yes. there are people in my head.