I spend alot of time by myself. not by choice.my family is not close, I dont have any female friends or a boyfriend. Its always been hard for me to make friends. I think people just dont like me. I can understand why though im not the most pleasant person to be around. I want to get out and meet new people but my anxiety in social situations is overwhelming. Sometimes i will go days without human interaction.well anyways im lonely and im bitching to whoever will care to read this.