One thing I really hate is when my family asks me who I hang out with at school, because I really don't know how to answer that.  I don't really have many friends and end up on weekends alone at home.  I sit by myself at school a lot because I find that nobody really wants me there.  Some people think it's hilarious to walk by me and say "Oh hey loner," but it really just makes me want to cry.  I've started to get used to being alone so much, but I still really just want to know why it's impossible for me to make friends and have a social life.  I'm just so confused about so much about myself and why I'm always by myself.

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1 Response Nov 1, 2009

Man being a loner is a vicious circle. for me its kind of shy, but also kinda they have thier own thing going. Its just hard for me to walk up to people because I know they have thier own lives, and don't need me involved.