i became homeless and jobless 5 mos ago. my mother took me in at 44 y.o. i used to come here 3x a week to clean and shop for her. it is a living hell! i literally can't stand it! constantly put down, the filth and made to feel like crap. i am walking on eggshells! i stay in the bedroom she is letting me in. i am not allowed to have company. this is her home. i am just here and she does not want me here. if i do not like i can leave! where to go? i have no where. i have no money. constantly being asked where i am in the house if she does not see me or if i left where did i go. all money i give her. if i did not have my grown boys...i would not be here. i can't be selfish to do what i want. i will not have them have that over their heads. living hell. hate being alone.