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I Started Splitting As A Child

to cope I would split from myself and seperate ... leaving behind a detached personality...

it worked well sometimes.   I could space out and become vague and distant in a room full of partying friends and feel like I was in a strange dream squence where whatever they were doing was very remote from me ...  like a void


I would separate emotions and I found that very usual all my life


everytime I was sexually abused I split .... every time...


I remember the day elizabeth scantly clad came waltzing at me in a sexual lustful yet intimidating way when I was like 7 beckoning me into her lair

I split ... became detached ...

same when I was forced to have a shower with brigette ...

and forced to be around Bill.... ron, family members


you can read about splitting in "the courage to heal' book ....
czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F May 23, 2012

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