Do I Stand Out?

I am the ousider most of the time, no matter who no matter where! I never feel i am part of anything. When i am part of something, i tend to feel unwanted, so i slide off to myself, Some call me selfish and anti social! But do we really know the meaning of anti-social/ I heard it was a diagnosis for mass murderers and serial killers. I like being alone, no drama, or a chance to get hurt by letting people in! This won't ever change , but i can live with it and be happy. i have been doing it for so long..........