Gah, I'm Such a Procrastin...

Gah, I'm such a procrastinator, which is the worst thing of all!!! And I can never seem to finish anything.

I started doing my bachelors in computing systems and I just could not go through with it. I've also started countless websites and fansites that I've never worked on for more than a day. And I so want to, I just cannot get myself to do it.

I always start housework and chores but I never do them completely. I also always say I'm going to do thing but hardly ever follow them through. I really need to stop doing it, it makes me feel like I'm such a horrible person sometimes.
Aulara Aulara
22-25, F
4 Responses Aug 11, 2007

Don't be to hard on yourself. I do the same thing. I start something and then somehow I just lose interest. The things you never finish weren't meant to be finished.

and I'm sitting here now, with a mental list as long as your arm of things to do ... I'm going to clean the house, I'm going to do the ironing, I'm going to finish the washing up ... the list goes on and on

I do it with dieting and smoking too, i start off on a high, all fired up an ready to go an it always fizzles out..........

I often wonder how i can start something with such excitement, hope and enthusiasm, its a part of me i dont understand one bit. I dont think ill ever stop doing it, in fact i know i wont, ive been doing it all my life! The excitements great (while it lasts) its weird isnt it. Dont let it make you feel bad, im sure if its right for you you'll stick with whatever it is, and me too....maybe! Mind you, everything 'feels right' at the time doesnt it.