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Yeah This Is Going To Be A Little Embarassing.....

I'm not quite sure where to begin this....only because I'm still embarrassed on how i first started ************, even though I know I'm not alone in this.....
Ummm I'm pretty sure around the time I was five or six is when my ************ technically started. Only because I was doing things with girls then too, and I didn't fully understand the feeling I got from it. Because I wasn't touching myself, I was ummm humping things lol. It would get me off big time too, but I didn't understand it, and even as I got older and done it, I don't think I knew what was going on til I seen ****. Because schools never informed you of things like "*******" and then I couldn't ask my mom because she was an ******* like that. But when I first learned that **** was out there I think I was seven and a friend of mine found her parents **** hahaha so we played around with kissing and humping and I felt normal for the next few years lol after those few experiences. I remember when I was ten or so, my mom caught me doing the deed, and it was so embarrassing, cause I understood I liked it and that it gave me that great feeling, but still didn't understand ************, I think i learned the term, because my mom decided to go and tell her FRIENDS!!!! That I was back there....doing what I was doing, and oh my god I could've kicked her drunk *** lmao, cause they were out there teasing me, I honestly wanted to ******* cry :P But I'm pretty sure I said **** it and finished hahaha. Anyway, I started understanding things more when I'd be around guys I was attracted to also, and found cinemax :P So by the time I was twelve I got it down. but oh my lord, even up until I got to the age of sixteen, I was ashamed of ************ in any form. I made sure I did it before my mom got home from work or whatever, because she either made fun of me or made me feel bad about myself if she ever caught me. It was pathetic in all honesty, I got to a point where i was sneaking ************. I would do it in the shower or just in the bathroom in general since I knew she wouldn't come in. Hell sometimes I would sneak and do it at a friends house, because I knew if I got caught at home I'd be crying or pissed before the end of that damn day.
Okay well I got sidetracked there, lol But that's my story :)
Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F 32 Responses May 17, 2012

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Yeah, I started all that stuff at a very young age, around 7 or 8 maybe? And it also included pee play, we would pee on each other. I still like pee, always will. Love a girl to pee while 69ing. ♡♡♡

Same here I was just as young and confused, and would sneak to do it too, lol

I think that we all have a similar story like yours

You should be happy that your Mum humiliated you about it because shameful acts make for better ******* I think.

Omg I'm so sorry. I wish that it wouldn't have been less of a hassle so you could have enjoyed it a lot more let's be friends and message a lot I want to know more was there anybody in your family that understood and helped make it pleasurable for u

Okay, I started at that age as well.. I thought I was weird for starting so early... Like it made me a nymphomaniac or something. It's relieving to know others share the same experience.

Your story reminds me of my early experiences. I think I started ************ at a early age, and like you my friend yeah...uummm...I was humping things. Didn't know what I was doing or that it had a name, just knew that it felt good. Several years later I discovered that it had a name and is kinda taboo. Oh well.

:o

Boy, it seems to me that you were sexually aware at a very young age. Funny, I think I was maybe 13 before I first ***********.

u brought back memories of my first times doing it. thks

It's perfectly natural!

Everybody did it and still do to a degree. Its a shame parents make their kids feel its dirty. They too would have done it, its only natural. Self pleasure is a way to release built up tension, especially if you are lacking affection from your partner. Dont get me wrong sex is best but there is a time for self pleasure too

It is good to see a woman who enjoys ************ herself. ;)

I truly understand this
Mxx

I bet your mom had touched herself/*********** at least once in HER life. LOL!

I've caught her :/ LMAO

LMAO! That is too funny. Did you tell anyone about her ************?

Yes lol

What did the person or persons say then? LOL!

They busted out laughing with me :D

That is too funny. What did your mom say?

If I was caught ************ I'd say, "It's my ****, I can play with it as long and as fast as I want to". LMAO!

OH dear god hahahaha and my mom said nothing, except the time I caught her watching Lesbians on HBO and she turned off the cable box and it went on the grey fuzziness, and then she turned it back on when I was at the fridge and she was like "oh my god what is this, disgusting" and it's like ***** I know you were watching it :P But then again the weirder thing was when I caught her watching a VHS on her tv, and she had her hand down her pants...then I went back to see what it was and it was called "Analicious" i literally hit myself in the head and then proceeded to bust out laughing :P

OH MY! That is too funny. It sounds like your mom is or was a bit of a closet freak. I bet she had toys too huh?

Nah, shockingly enough lol She passed away almost two years ago now, and I've been cleaning that house out and I was shocked that i never found toys lol I was disappointed in a way, because that would have brightened my day, knowing my mom was a freak LMAO Since she made me feel guilty half the time for my bullshit lol

My mom's been gone nine year this month. At least you knew some of her freakish secrets.

LOL this is true :P
Sorry about your mother, does it get any easier with time after losing a parent?

It does get easier but I wish I could still call and talk to her. My dinner is ready now. It was fantastic chatting with you and if you wnat to chat more later just add me and when I see you online we can chat about life or whatever. Great meeting you and have a great evening. :-)

That's kind of what i figured. :) I miss my moms laugh.
Hope ya have a good dinner :) I just finished mine lol
Adding ya now :) I enjoyed chatting with you as well.

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I think many of us have had that experience. There were lots of things that I liked rubbing up against as a kid. (I still like to do that).

My great grandmother had an old, worn bannister...smooth but with some texture. IT felt great, but I was always afraid Id get caught.

Your mom sounds like a bit or more of a *****. Some people are tightly wound. That is their problem. Don't make it yours, hon. Thank you for this posting. Hugssssssssssssss...

It's not a problem, just was embarrassing growing up. But my mom was a *****. And her hobby was embarrassing me.

Are you as handy still ?

:-P I suppose I am lol

LOL.. Welcome to the club..!!! . First time I came, I came lots... I thought something was wrong and I'd have to get myself checked up..... I promised myself I won't do it again.. only next day I was at it.. ;)

Hahahah Nothing wrong with doing awesome stuff :P
I'd never stop, and to a point, if I ever get caught again, not gonna care. It's fun, so if someone doesn't like it they can bite me :D

When your mom caught you, how obvious was it? Were u under covers or laying naked and going at it? What sort of things did she say?

Cool story

I'm sure it's a natural human behavior because I don'tthink anyone over 16can honestly deny doing it. If I got caught the embarrassment would be a fight from hell to deal with. I new a woman that caught her husband in the shower that lost all respect for him and lead to a divorce. Hmm.

I have a similar experience.

Being embarrassed that you got caught? Okay... I understand that. Being embarrassed that you were so young and didn't understand? Don't be. I don't think I truly understood until I was older... like 9 or 10. I first has sex when I was 12 with a 13 year old girl. I remember boys talking about ************... but I didn't really want to talk about it at the time. Actually... I don't think I talk about it now either. It's not something that pops up at the dinner table "Hey guys...I *********** like 3 times today!" You know...that just doesn't happen. So... don't be embarrassed. It is what it is. If ************ could be a career... I think we'd all have jobs!

Excellent, kiddies guilt is unfair on adult aspirations

Hope you have a healthier view about pleasuring yourself now

I do, not ashamed and do it quite often.

i want to be your friend

add me then :-)

I am a lot like you too. I discovered the good feeling very early, and my mom let me know it was not allowed. No reason, she just go mad and made me stop. I didn't give it up. I just did like you and hid it. I would take my clothes off from a little toddler, and she gave up trying to dress me or make me wear clothes in the house, so I grew up as a nudist. Like you I didn't have names for ************, or being bare. I just loved both and still do. Now as an adult I live in a house where I can ********** openly, whenever I get an urge. I never wear anything either at home, and in the yard. I am so happy with my liestyle, and do you know the ************ is never shameful, as we were taught and besides that it is very healthful. Please read my stories. you may want to be a friend with me. I hope so!

But you have no problem with ************ now?

Nope no issues now. I enjoy it and don't feel ashamed about it.

fantastic.....nothing to be ashamed of....that's for sure ;-)

I do it daily ;-)

Exactly. I hate that i used to be so ashamed of my being horny and also the fact that I was made to believe I was being silly or gross.

and LOL same here, it isn't a normal day for me if I don't do it at least twice haha

twice! My god....you are a horny one ;-)

Hahaha Yup

Hmmm what a horny thought.....you playing twice a day ;-)

Well depending on the day, sometimes it's way more.

****! This is getting better and better! lol How many times so far today?

None because I haven't had to opportunity to do so lol But once I'm alone probably two or three. :P

so you not alone now...shame!! lol Where are you from?

Virginia. You?
And yeah haha i know I wish I was

we should take this private!! lol

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Very sad, and embarrassing.<br />
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My first time was accidental when I was about age 5 I guess. After shinning up a light standard slid down with my legs wrapped around. My fo***kin came back on the way down. When getting to the ba<x>se I had difficulty standing straight away as my legs had gone quite weak.<br />
It must have been a couple of years later I realised what had happened as this was the time of my first "deliberate"experience.

I remember my early teenage years of ************ and feeling tremendous guilt after each ************ session...I would always feel i was letting my family down and that they would be so ashamed of me if they knew what I was doing, yadda yadda. Thankfully that phase passed and I can now go one ******* off without any feeling of regret!