Starving

The guilt is unbearable. I hate it, every time I eat along comes the guilt. I spend hours afterwards regretting my decision to eat, I go into the bathroom and stick my fingers as far back my throat as possible trying to make myself sick but I can't it just doesn't work. Tomorrow i'm not going to eat at all, I will look forward to the day after when I can have breakfast. I think I need motivation and someone to keep telling me not to eat it. If anyone else feels the same way just message me.
Me987 Me987
13-15, F
1 Response May 5, 2012

I understand and feel the same as you. I try to go days without eating and when I do I feel so guilty that I ate. I have never tried to throw up, instead I go for a long walk or go for a jog.