My Weight

I starved myself two years ago and lost about 30kg I know right! I lost it in 6 months and was so happy. Although I developed weak bones and a bad immune system I'm always sick now. Yet I still feel fat and I miss the control I had over my hunger then, I could go days without food. Now every two hours my stomach grumbles and u put something in it, ugh! But from today I promise to regain that control, I will be a size 6 by summer!
Namzi Namzi
18-21, F
4 Responses Dec 6, 2012

Hmm last two days have been hard, no significant weight loss, and I want to lose weight much faster! I realise I must be a lot harder on myself than I am.. Starting tomorrow it's boot amo style.

I don't understand what's wrong, my days are usually good but I don't seem to be losing any more weight, I think it might be because I drink so much liquid, I must cut down on that too then.

Today wasn't a good day but not a bad day either, I put too much in my mouth I barely felt hungry! I realise I'm only cheating myself and I need to get tougher, snacks are for skinny girls.

2 days later and things are going good, I haven't cheated and my weight is dropping!