Progress:)Since Wednesday of last week I have been starving myself. But and so far I have love five lbs, bringing me that much closer to my 90 lbs goal. I have never been sk determined in my life. I need this. I need control and perfection. My mother has been making me eat dinner lately though. But I just puke it up right after... and tonight she made fries.. and my stomach felt like it was going to explode... but I Puked it up anyway.. I need to figure out a way to not eat w/o her catching on.. ehh.. oh well.. only 200 calories retained today.. and I can always work it off tomorrow .. I realize no one cares or is reading this.. but I like getting it out there anyway..
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