Makes Me Feel Worthy

I struggle with cutting and depression. People say I'm a ***** and boys never notice me. I feel like food is the only thing I can control. When I feel like the world hates me and I'm disappointed in myself for cutting again, I console myself with the fact that at least I haven't eaten all day. It's the one thing I'm proud of. It's the only thing that makes me feel valuable.

ness89 ness89
22-25, F
1 Response Mar 4, 2009

This made me sad.The above comment is true,it is not the only thing about you.Sometimes we find it hard to believe good things about ourselves.You must sit down and try to be positive and write down at least ten.Then get friends or family to give you one positive quality about you.Then sit down and have a read and feel good!You are unique!Perhaps speak to the nurse at your doctors surgery too,they are very good and used to this sort of stuff and wont bat on eyelid,they will offer you support and advice especially make sure you get a proper diet going ok?:-)((hugs))