Man I'm Dumb

I'm married with 2 kids. I went to anther womens home last night and sat with her in her hot tub. My marriage hasn't been the greatest lately but I don't help that. Going out with another women  sure isn't  the best idea I had lately. We played around a bit but did not have sex. Man what was I thinking. I got up this morning and now my life is a lie. I went to the other girls place after I dropped the kids at school. I apologized and said I can't do that again. She is a friend and want to keep it that way. How do i forgive myself???

Imaguy Imaguy
46-50, M
Mar 1, 2010