Still Care... Not Sure Why..
My ex and I were friends for years before our marriage. We got married, blew it and we are now divorced.
I lost my friend, and my husband in our divorce and sometimes I miss him so bad I can't see straight. He was a complete jerk to me after we were married, so to 'miss him' sounds insane...
I really loved him, but he proved to me that love really isn't all that it takes!