Loving Some One Is Easy But Letting Go's The Hardest Part....

I love this guy that I had a crush on 3 years back but now it seems like I'm paying for the one mistake that I so carelessly comitted.... Accidentally bruising his ego seems like the worst thing a girl could do to a guy and that too not really apologizing for it later seemed worse ... But how could I? We hardly ever spoke to each other and I was gripped by the fear that he might embarass me if I did apologize infront of his friends..... Even now getting him out of my head's easy but getting him out if my heart...... That's going to be a long process.. Being a grown up girl I did build up my confidence and tried to patch things up with him..... Many a times i'd try talking to him on FB with a constant hope that he might still like me and give me a second chance..... Apologizing now for something so long ago is out if the question! But for me it was my only option..... But being constantly snubbed off by him just makes the pain if regret even worse..... I figured it was time I moved on..... But like I said loving some one is easy..... But letting go's the hardest part.......
Girls..... And guys out there don't ever make the same mistake I did.... You'll only regret it later.... Best wishes
Kim96rIvers Kim96rIvers
18-21, F
Nov 26, 2012