I Still Have Feelings For My First Love......

i wish him to be back with me. i truly love him.... i always thinks of him wherever i am or whatever i am doing.......? is this call love? why do i feel so restless? How am i gone to know what's his feelings for me?????????
CutygirlAlisha CutygirlAlisha
18-21, F
2 Responses Jan 24, 2013

I feel the same way about my first love. It has been 20 years. We are both married to others now. He teased me last year by getting in touch and getting my hopes up. I poured my feelings out to him and he told me he has always thought of me too. Next thing I know he completely stopped contacting me. I haven't heard from him for 11 months now. I still think of him and hope to God he still thinks of me. I just wanted to say I know how you fell. I wish I could tell you it gets better, but it really doesn't. It just seems to come more in waves now.

Just go after it and see what happens. Don't leave it all on the table and constantly think what if.