I Can't Let Go

He was the best thing that ever happened to me. He was the first person to truly see who I was he always cared about me and was always there when I needed him. Then one day almost a year I go I told him that sometimes I didn't think he missed me soon after he broke up with me and got a new girl friend. Eventually they broke up and we got back together but around Christmas it happened all over again he left and went back with the same girl. Even though he says they're not together now I seriously doubt that and even after how much he's hurt me I still love him and miss him everyday. We talk everyday on the phone for hours but it's just not the same I miss how we use to be, I miss who he was....

Klong91 Klong91
22-25, F
1 Response May 7, 2010

I know how you feel I had a guy that jilted me bad too he dated a friend of a friend and he just stop calling me .... We were so close and I thought we were in love. He gave me roses every Friday on my job and gave me love letters all the time and cards and so much love. I felt like I was on a cloud it was so surreal after a while he stopped calling and coming around as if we never existed. That killed me and what is worse is that I felt he was my life but it taught me a lesson too not to put all your eggs in one basket (meaning take your time) and concentrate on yourself most of all. I have my own daughter now she is in school and is Vice President of her grade I gave her self confidence and taught her to take on responsiblities and have hobbies and develop herself. I live in a community where they have a lot of activities for kids and adults so take advantage of that if you can. Little by litte it gets a little better and you have to develop yourself and keep focus of what is important and that is YOU ! If you read my stories about Bobby you would know we both had the same experiences with (BOYS) lol not men but BOYS and maybe you are eventually going to come around too. I hope you will come around and believe in yourself. Bella