He Hurt Me But I Still Love Him
The way we met was weird and unusual. Niether one of us expected it to lead into a relationship. Everything was him for me and vice versa. We talked all day, everyday for hours and always had something to talk about. We were more than just boyfriend and girlfriend, we were best friends. After a few months he told me that he loved me but i wasnt sure if i felt the same so i didnt say it back. Cuz those words are special u cant just go around blurting it out to the world. Not dat long after words i noticed that i did love him so that became a phrase that we used plenty of times a day. Everytime i said it i meant it with all my heart. But we obviously didnt have a happy ending. We went on and off for quite a while. I jumped into another relationship dat didnt work and i also met other guys. He met other girls when he started school. But we returned to one another because we loved eachother. But dat didnt last much longer. Cuz although we yelled to the world dat we loved eachother on new years. We officially called it quits two days after and he didnt care cuz while he was still with me, while he told me dat he loved me on new years, he was already talking to some other chick and willing to start a new relationship with her. When he admitted to this i changed my number and promised myself that i would get him out of my heart and my life. Didnt talk to him or hear from him for two months and i went on myspace and looked for him. Just to find him and hear him tell me that he loved me and missed me while he was still with that girl. Then because of me he left her but told me dat i could only be his friend... After he told me he loved me he just wanted to be my friend. So i wrote him a poem saying my final goodbyes. And that is were the ending to da "fairytale" ends. What an ending! I wish he wouldve made me happy. I loved him and i still do. I just wanted to make him happy!