I Dont Know What It Is
I'm in a very happy relationship but I dont know what to do. My ex boyfriend, Bryan, who was my first real love has been talking to me lately. I am very happy with my new boyfriend..butI want Bryan in my life. My boyfriend, Julian, hates him for obvious reasons. He's worried that I will go back to Bryan so he doesn't let me talk to him...well he thinks I don't. I would never cheat on Julian, but he doesnt understand. Bryan was an ******* when we were together. He treated me like complete **** and I would tell him that one day I'll find someone better and hell be jealous. He always denied it. But now that I have he's telling me he loves me and misses me. I don't want to hurt either of them. I don't want to be with Bryan but I want a friendship. I don't want to go behind Julian's back though...I'm so lost. I dont know what to do!