It Was Like Staring Into The Mirror........It was unlike anything I had ever experienced. A rare and frozen moment in time. I mind still woozing from the painkillers. But there she was. Celeste Freya. For a moment I couldn't see anything. When my eyes cleared, i looked at her and my heart froze. She literally did have my eyes. I cried.
I wonder about her sometimes. How she's getting on. How much she has grown. It hurts, but I know my choice was for the best. She is with a family now who care for her very much. But I do love you darling. It was the hardest decision giving you up. The hardest I had ever made.
pambug 22-25, F 2 Aug 18, 2010