Of Course I Do

best love i ever had, best i had ever made. didn't care who else you were with. i could stay up tracing the hair all over your body for hours. i loved how you smelled, and walked, and how your arms flexed when i touched them. i loved your giant smile, and big laugh, and way of making me forget all of my regrets. lalalala live for today. but then you got me pregnant, and didn't offer to help. how stupid of me that i still miss you, my long lost charmer, rolling stone. i hope you come back to me, or find what you're looking for.