Ah I Cant Have Him And Yet

i cant have this man which i will call mello he was my first love and i think he's my only love i cant have him he happy with some other girl and it macks me happy but it hurt i wont lie it hurts knowing i cant have him and i dont think i can every get him back but if he happy i can live with it he can keep my heart you mite not know he has it but he can keep it