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The Wonders of Lust and Love



As I gaze up at the stars tonight I sit and wonder why I miss you so.  Why do I hear your voice in my quiet moments? Why can I feel you touch me when I know you aren’t there?
Why do you matter so much because maybe you shouldn’t? Why have you taken such a deep hold on me?  Why do I feel like you are a part of me? Why are you my first thought when I wake and the last before I sleep?  Why is your presence so present in my life when you are so far away?  Why do I think that I'm so right for you?  Why am I tortured by fantasies of you dancing through my mind?  Why do you have to be so deliciously adorable?  Why do I long to taste your lips on mine, your luscious lips that utter the sweetest terms of endearment to me? Why do I long to feel your touch on my body, caressing me from head to toe, never ceasing?  Why can't I shake my thoughts of you?

Why do I want to be your friend, your lover, your confidant, your everything?

fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 53 Responses May 21, 2009

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this is my story too... thanks

ah...why why why!! *breaks head over it*


I agree. Well written and I feel the same also.

I agree. Well written and I feel the same also.

We all remember The One That Got Away. I know a woman that I crushed on for years got married and is expecting a child, if it hasnt been born already. We never dated but we flirted a lot. Still wonder if she remembers me, not that it matters.

You're right FG.... There's nothing like new memories to help get you through the old ones.... Good story.

Oh and hopefully make more memories.

sigh... I know this feeling as well, and have asked these questions as well. time does heal all wounds, but you'll remember forever.

Thanks. I felt every single letter of this post and still do. I am glad you liked it.

Because I am always lost without you and my soul is empty.

I know and I am not going to tell you time heals because it deadens the pain but it does NOT completely heal when you truly love that person. :-(

I know you do and I hate that it ended for you. I KNOW how much you love him.

They wouldn't lol<br />
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I am sorry Betty. :-(

Sure you are! That's why your name is FUNGIRLMMM... such a deep and serious screen name, why would anyone ever think you have a sense of humor?

LOL I am ALWAYS!!!!! Serious. LOL

Gosh, you just insist on being serious with me here... <br />
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Ok, here goes... It is a beautiful ex<x>pression of deep love and longing. I wouldn't expect anything less from you. I love you girl.

Brut, thanks for the comments but I know there is someone out there more special than her for you.<br />
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Kwall. LOL I am glad you have someone special in your life. You deserve it.

I spent so long feeling this way about someone; I still think of her except I have peace of mind thinking she is happy.

An, Hopefully you want get splinters dear.<br />
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Thanks for your comments Cone.

Loves lost and loves gone....Your story reminds me of someone I loved and lost. She was the right one at the wrong time and now regret losing her. I think of her constantly. Thank you for sharing.

Thanks BCJ

fg.<br />
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the good thing is that you will meet someone new who will make you feel this way again. <br />
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love and peace

I just do not know.

Well, Why not? <br />
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And because is not an answer, just ask my kids! lol

You didn't hurt me Max. I am still around. I am sorry if I hurt you. I love you no matter what!

Aww thanks Classy Claws.<br />
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Miss, i want you to get the same thing.

Beautiful. I want this one day ... I wish for you to find your dream.

Would it have anything to do with flashing lightening or thunder A?

very well put.

LOL well sometimes I just have to wonder why.

Why ask Why FG? Just wondering... lol

Awww thanks sweetie. I think about you often as well.

Think of you all the time FG but I know that I am not him.<br />
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You are in his thoughts too.


Awww thanks for the reassurance.

Hmmm I wonder!!!!

Really? Oh my that is so not good lol.

That is the thoughts and memories of love.

Well if it is disastrous why do you want to go back to it? I know how it feels to long for it but would you really want it once you had it?

I wonder the same things about my ex g/f. But she's not like an ex from yesterday.<br />
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We dated in high school 35 years ago before going our separate ways. then lived together from 2000-2002, and again from mid 2006-2008. Ending in disaster each time.

LOL! I am such a fungirl. I have been a VERY fungirl today lol.

There you go, getting all the guys hopes up. I guess that's what a fun girl is suppost to do.

I don't know! Do you???<br />
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Awesome comments and something for me to think about.

Thanks sweetie. I am glad you like it.

Wow babe, that is beautiful and yet all so true for so many hearts

Thanks sweetie.


I still think of me too, it is ok!

I am sorry TRW

FG...*sigh*<br />
If I knew the answer I'd heal millions of hearts, including my own transparent and aching one, love.

Thanks Goldie.

*sigh* I well written fun.