The Wonders of Lust and Love



As I gaze up at the stars tonight I sit and wonder why I miss you so.  Why do I hear your voice in my quiet moments? Why can I feel you touch me when I know you aren’t there?
Why do you matter so much because maybe you shouldn’t? Why have you taken such a deep hold on me?  Why do I feel like you are a part of me? Why are you my first thought when I wake and the last before I sleep?  Why is your presence so present in my life when you are so far away?  Why do I think that I'm so right for you?  Why am I tortured by fantasies of you dancing through my mind?  Why do you have to be so deliciously adorable?  Why do I long to taste your lips on mine, your luscious lips that utter the sweetest terms of endearment to me? Why do I long to feel your touch on my body, caressing me from head to toe, never ceasing?  Why can't I shake my thoughts of you?

Why do I want to be your friend, your lover, your confidant, your everything?

fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
46-50, F
51 Responses May 21, 2009

this is my story too... thanks

ah...why why why!! *breaks head over it*


I agree. Well written and I feel the same also.

I agree. Well written and I feel the same also.

We all remember The One That Got Away. I know a woman that I crushed on for years got married and is expecting a child, if it hasnt been born already. We never dated but we flirted a lot. Still wonder if she remembers me, not that it matters.

Oh and hopefully make more memories.

sigh... I know this feeling as well, and have asked these questions as well. time does heal all wounds, but you'll remember forever.

Thanks. I felt every single letter of this post and still do. I am glad you liked it.

Because I am always lost without you and my soul is empty.

I know and I am not going to tell you time heals because it deadens the pain but it does NOT completely heal when you truly love that person. :-(

I know you do and I hate that it ended for you. I KNOW how much you love him.

They wouldn't lol<br />
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I am sorry Betty. :-(

Sure you are! That's why your name is FUNGIRLMMM... such a deep and serious screen name, why would anyone ever think you have a sense of humor?

LOL I am ALWAYS!!!!! Serious. LOL

Gosh, you just insist on being serious with me here... <br />
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Ok, here goes... It is a beautiful ex<x>pression of deep love and longing. I wouldn't expect anything less from you. I love you girl.

Brut, thanks for the comments but I know there is someone out there more special than her for you.<br />
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Kwall. LOL I am glad you have someone special in your life. You deserve it.

I spent so long feeling this way about someone; I still think of her except I have peace of mind thinking she is happy.

An, Hopefully you want get splinters dear.<br />
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Thanks for your comments Cone.

Loves lost and loves gone....Your story reminds me of someone I loved and lost. She was the right one at the wrong time and now regret losing her. I think of her constantly. Thank you for sharing.

Thanks BCJ

fg.<br />
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the good thing is that you will meet someone new who will make you feel this way again. <br />
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love and peace

I just do not know.

Well, Why not? <br />
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And because is not an answer, just ask my kids! lol

You didn't hurt me Max. I am still around. I am sorry if I hurt you. I love you no matter what!

Aww thanks Classy Claws.<br />
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Miss, i want you to get the same thing.

Beautiful. I want this one day ... I wish for you to find your dream.

Would it have anything to do with flashing lightening or thunder A?

very well put.

LOL well sometimes I just have to wonder why.

Why ask Why FG? Just wondering... lol

Awww thanks sweetie. I think about you often as well.

Think of you all the time FG but I know that I am not him.<br />
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You are in his thoughts too.


Awww thanks for the reassurance.

Hmmm I wonder!!!!

Really? Oh my that is so not good lol.

Well if it is disastrous why do you want to go back to it? I know how it feels to long for it but would you really want it once you had it?

I wonder the same things about my ex g/f. But she's not like an ex from yesterday.<br />
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We dated in high school 35 years ago before going our separate ways. then lived together from 2000-2002, and again from mid 2006-2008. Ending in disaster each time.

LOL! I am such a fungirl. I have been a VERY fungirl today lol.

There you go, getting all the guys hopes up. I guess that's what a fun girl is suppost to do.

I don't know! Do you???<br />
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Awesome comments and something for me to think about.

Thanks sweetie. I am glad you like it.

Wow babe, that is beautiful and yet all so true for so many hearts

Thanks sweetie.


I still think of me too, it is ok!

I am sorry TRW

FG...*sigh*<br />
If I knew the answer I'd heal millions of hearts, including my own transparent and aching one, love.

Thanks Goldie.

*sigh* I well written fun.