When Will It End?

When will I stop checking my cell phone 20 times a day for a missed call or message? When will I stop reaching to answer my phone at work hoping it's my friend on the other end and when it's not, wondering if the person on the other end can hear the disappointment in my voice? As much as I hate to admit it, I miss you my friend....and I don't want to miss you anymore.

luvangels luvangels
56-60, F
Aug 18, 2008