My Life

Was 16 pregnant when i met him fell in lov told him baby was his ,yes lies from the start . 10 years later and two miscarrages had a baby with him ,then one nite i told him the truth wasnt happy u can imagine,he turned against frist child when it wasnt there fault it was mine why did he not hate me instead of them,bit by bit he drove 1st away ,feel like im still payin for wat ive done . cant see away out ,guess u make ur bed u hav to lie in it,wish i hada been stronger somtimes just wanna runaway..
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1 Response Jan 23, 2013

You may not have been strong then, but you can be now. You do not have to stand up for a man that does stuff like that. I know you love him and that it's hard, but the best way to overcome it is to confront him about it. It's not your fault for his mistakes, even though you lied to him those many yeas ago. You can't change the past, but you can change the future by changing the present. Don't focus so much on what was and what will be. Today is a gift and that is why it is called the present. However, people like your husband need to me straightened out before they get worse. you said you couldn't see a way out. Your way out is to give him a verbal smack upside his head. He deserves nothing less, biological father or not. I hope you take my advice and use it. I also hope that you can live happier because of it.